Baby fever is possibly the worst kind of sickness any unwed 21 year old female can go through. Honestly, my plan IS to wait another 4 years and then make some cute little babies, but the problem is I am so impatient! Is it ridiculous that I spend a lot of my time thinking about little boy names and little girl names? Or that I have decided what months I would like for my offsping to have birthdays? I think so. I know I'm young and have the rest of my life to have children; and I know I am not even close to being stable enough to having kids. I know all of these things, but i still have this horrible urge. I'm absolutely terrified that I'll die before i have kids, and that thought it self scares me more than death it's self. It's completely bonkers, I know. But i can tell you this. It's MY CALLING, to be a mother, I know this like I know that the sun will rise tomorrow. I know for a fact that if I don't ever put my hard work and sweat into anything else in my life, I will in to being the best mother I can be. This I know.
Also, I'd like to wish one of my beautiful best friends, Jennifer, a belated birthday as well as My little sister, Lily, a happy 20th birthday this Monday!
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Monday, July 5, 2010
Simply Happy
I'm just happy, that's it. If i blogged every day they would all be happy posts, for the most part. I've recently broken the memory card on my camera and i'm waiting for a new one... so until then, I lack good pictures :(
4th of July weekend was swell, spent time with the family and did a load of laundry, I was also reminded why I don't spend TOOO much time with the family. Aside from my mom, dad, brother and sister, I have NOTHING in comom with cousins, aunts and uncles. Nice people, but were all so completely different. I suppose we are all very different but I tend to follow those who have the same interests in life as i do, they- have verrry different ideas and opinions than I do. I guess it's my generation, and the fact that i was raised in a completely different culture/home than they were. It's a pretty wierd situation, but with my immediate friends and family by my side I'm a supa happy girl :)
xoxo
JD
4th of July weekend was swell, spent time with the family and did a load of laundry, I was also reminded why I don't spend TOOO much time with the family. Aside from my mom, dad, brother and sister, I have NOTHING in comom with cousins, aunts and uncles. Nice people, but were all so completely different. I suppose we are all very different but I tend to follow those who have the same interests in life as i do, they- have verrry different ideas and opinions than I do. I guess it's my generation, and the fact that i was raised in a completely different culture/home than they were. It's a pretty wierd situation, but with my immediate friends and family by my side I'm a supa happy girl :)
xoxo
JD
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